Saturday 14 July 2012

DAY 19 & 20 - Khizer

Ok so these last two days were almost identical in terms of eating for me.

Friday - Day 19

For breakfast, because two slices actually mean one, I had two slices of toast. One was with sugar free jam and fat free cream cheese and the other was with some mustard and hot sauce

Sweet and Sour!


For lunch, I was hungry and went to a little supermarket called Broadway's and made my own salad. It was with spinach, mixed greens, green olives, and feta with some balsamic dressing. I added a bit of a crab salad too for some protein!


For dinner, I made spinach, celery and broccoli. As I had previously pureed celery, I decided to make a green skillet, and cooked some chop spinach with the broccoli and decided that the celery would be a nice zing. With some spices added to it, it was delicious! Normally, when my mom makes me spinach, she makes them with potatoes, as that is the traditional recipe, however with the broccoli being a part of it, the texture was almost like a replacement for the potatoes!

As a snack, I had three granola bars (three different times).

In terms of fitness, I went for a 23 minute run. I have decided on a new method of tracking time. I will do the same route with the same intervals daily, and see if I ever beat my total time. After the jog, I came back and did the same workout as Thursday which was 3 sets of 15 pushups, sit ups, biceps, and lats. Was a good day!

Oh and my beverages consisted of diet Green tea, diet Powerade and water!


Saturday - Day 20


Almost identical, but less.

For breakfast, I made the same toast as yesterday.

I skipped lunch, and had two granola bars through the day, and then for dinner I had some left over spinach.

All this with lots of Green tea.

Because I didn't have lunch, I'm now getting really hungry and so I might have a celery stick, or maybe chop up some salad!

Anyways, I'll post again tomorrow!




Friday 13 July 2012

Day 17 &18 DAHLIA

Day 17& 18 - Dahlia

Day 17
B-1 egg, crispbread
L-grilled zucchini
3 piece crispbread and tuna with celery and onion, 1 tbsp 1/2 fat mayo
S-2 dill pickles, unsweetened apple sauce
D-tuna cucumber onion on crispbread

Day 18
B- 1 egg, crispbread
L-melba toast, tuna
S-unsweetened apple sauce, strawberries
D-3/4 cup egg creations which 1 slice cheese and hot sauce

Alright so as you can see I had very little variety, however I was happy because I became obsessed with tuna haha. But as I can see in my results today which was 0.6 lbs, i think it is better to eat as many different proteins as you can so that your body is constantly peaking.  Regardless I am very happy, I am down 15.8lbs and next week is my 3rd week so I get to do measurements which I am excited for. I also think that I wont be able to lose the 4.2lbs to hit 20 by Monday weigh in BUT I believe I will be hitting it next week, which is awesome, and I am happy for that!

Today I had my first appt with the Bernstein doctor. She was amazing made me feel very confident. She told me how I will acheive my goal and how I need to think of this as a lifestyle change because after I lose I have to continue eating similarly. However I do not think it to be that bad. She also made me feel confident because she said she was shocked at my weight, she said I look 50 lbs lighter because I am proportionate. She said I am beautiful and will look amazing when I lose some fat. I was soo happy! Also my test results for ECG and X-RAY came in and they were normal!! Blood work we are still waiting for the newest one. She also said something that kept with me. She was saying if you are craving something, you are so hungry, for exp. late at night. I find that late night eating was a huge habit of mine. She said get naked, sit in front of a mirror and eat. you will not eat very much. This is obviously an extreme measure but she is sure right that would work!!

Anyways thats all for now!

XO
D

Thursday 12 July 2012

Day 15, 16, 17, 18 - Khizer

I guess I've made this habit to amalgamate posts into one giant one. I think this is my worst yet, and what's worse is I think I may have even forgotten some of what I ate!! Okay so I'm going to try my hardest to remember!

MONDAY - DAY 15

Breakfast - I think I had something very small, I believe it was a slice of toast with some fat free cream cheese and some sugar free jam.

Lunch  - Okay, so here is where I feel like I kinda cheated. Because my breakfast was tiny, I had a bigger lunch that I bought. I think its the first time I've bought a meal since I started here or since that soup on Friday. Anyways, it was little whole wheat dumplings filled with cabbage and some other vegetables. They weren't horrible, and they were boiled, not fried but I felt kind of bad. Although, I only had half the serving, so that was a little better. I had this with Sprite Zero. My first pop in forever!

Dinner - I had my left over soup from Sunday with some green tea. And a granola bar as a snack.

Oh, although I promised to go for a jog, I was so tired by the end of the day that I didn't! :(

TUESDAY - DAY 16


Breakfast - My last egg! I made an egg in a basket with Wonder's healthy bread. It's even healthier than the whole grain I've been having, and tastes better! The rest of the bread, I put some jam with some cream cheese. Was delicious.

Lunch - I was out again today and so I bought some chilli. Because chilli has lots of sodium, and kidney beans, I decided to not add any salt or have any crackers with it. I had some vitamin water zero this, and a white chocolate healthy granola bar.

Dinner - I made some cauliflower! I basically cooked it with some soy sauce, salt, pepper, cayenne, cilantro, and garlic. Was delicious.



Snack - A little granola bar.

Oh, and today I finally went for a jog again today. Did my full 20-25 minute routine with some nice intervals. Felt good to finally get back to jogging!!

WEDNESDAY - DAY 17


Breakfast - I had a slice of toast with sugar free jam and some cream cheese.

Lunch - I had half of a protein bar. I had another one handy, but only had half. I also got an Iced Venti Unsweetened Passion tea from Starbucks. Free, btw. They gave me a partner beverage!!

Dinner - I came home and had my left over cauliflower, and a piece of granola bar.

Because of the long day, I didn't have enough time to go for a jog.

THURSDAY - DAY 18


Okay, finally up to date!

Breakfast- I woke a bit later so my breakfast and lunch occurred at the same time.

Lunch - I had a protein bar.

Dinner - I made a chicken dish. No idea what it's called. LOL, I basically cut some chicken strips, cooked it in a pan with some pepper, and cayenne. I added some soy, rice vinegar, hot sauce, mustard and pureed celery to the mix and let it cook for a bit. It was pretty good. Could have used some salt, but its best not to have lots of sodium anyways, so I did myself a favour. I had this with a glass of green tea!



Today, I was also able to go for a jog and squeeze in a nice workout. I only went for a 15 minute jog, BUT, I went back and hit the gym for some weights. I did a quick little power work out, where I did 3 sets of 15 pushups, lat pull downs, bicep curls, and crunches. Normally I'm able to do 30 crunches per set, but I stalled at 15 the first time, and 12 the following two times. Not sure what happened, but didn't want to force anything.  I felt really good after I did that. I'm going to try and do some quick little workouts like that every day or every other day. Keep everything in check!

OVERALL

First of all, I apologize for posting so late. Been a busy week with school with midterms around the corner. Second, I honestly don't feel myself losing anything, but I feel good that I'm eating better and that I'm jogging etc. So, I'm going to let it slide and just hope that slowly and slowly I can lose weight. Also, similar to Dahl, I've also started to get less of an appetite. For example, today I had a protein bar in the morning, and it kept me full all day! I had chicken, but I definitely could have done without, but I made sure to incorporate some protein before I slept. This is probably a good thing I hope!

Anyways, I'll try to keep up to date with my posts daily and not once or twice a week with a bunch of posts haha. 

Till then,

K

Day 14 - Khizer

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday!

2 weeks down!

Today was an okay day. I didn't quite had breakfast, instead I had a larger "brunch". I decided I would try and make some tuna cakes. I got a can of tuna and mixed in some chopped celery, cilantro, cayenne, black pepper, salt, some hot sauce, some lemon juice, and some spinach and made them into little cakes, dipped them in egg and then dipped them in some matzoh mix and fried them on a pan.

I made a little greek yogurt dip for these. The greek yogurt is non fat, and is low on carb, and very low on calories. I added some lemon juice, pepper, cilantro, and some hot sauce, and it was the perfect dip for the cakes!! I had this with some green tea.


I had a bit of a break between brunch and dinner. I didn't go for a jog per say, but I want for a long walk from campus, to home with some groceries, and I that's how I got my exercise in. I know, I know, slacker, but I've actually been feeling sick for the last few days, and thus its kinda affected me going for a physical jog. Between today/tomorrow, I'm going to try and go.

I had a healthy 2 granola bars between lunch and dinner, and then for dinner I made a home made soup. It was my first time making soup from scratch like this, but it turned out amazing. It was a chicken and vegetable soup with some celery and carrots. I know carrots aren't allowed, but like my predicament with the grapes, I didn't want to throw them out, and so I thought in a soup they'd be better consumed. No more, I promise!!



Anyways, 2 weeks down, and I'm still staying generally consistent. I need to get back to jogging, but I know the last few days that I didn't go, it wasn't because I didn't want to and its because I did incorporate some other form of exercise. Today, I will try and go out if I'm feeling better, but if not, I will go tomorrow for sure!


Wednesday 11 July 2012

Day 16- Dahlia

Day 16- Dahlia

So recently when dinner time rolls around I have little to no appetite. This is a good sign though because the nurse told me this means my body is in Ketosis and I am burning. Even though not hungry I must still try to eat all my portions.

So here is what I ate:
Breakfast- 1 egg on crispbread
Lunch- 3 pieces bread and jam, 75 gchicken    <---- Huge mistake, I did not look up portions and that was double the bread intake i can have in one day!!!!!!!!!!! do not mistake that mistake again!!!!!!!
Snack-apple sauce, red pepper, cucumber
Dinner- Tuna with onion and celery on 1 crispbread and 1 pickle


So this morning I weighed in and lost 1.4lbs. This means I am 4.8 lbs from my first personal goal of 20lbs.
I have 2 more weigh ins to reach this goal. I am going to try to lose as much as I can! If I dont reach the goal by Tuesday I will still reach it really soon and that is very important to me! I am so proud of how well I have done!

Chat soon,
D




Tuesday 10 July 2012

Day 15- Dahlia

Day 15- Dahlia

Once again ahead of Khizer hehe!

Breakfast- Dr B protein shake, 2 slice toast and sugar free strawberry jam
Lunch- 3.5 oz salmon,  grilled peppers,broccoli, cauliflower
Snacks- diet caffeine free coke can
Dinner- 1 poached egg, cream cheese with melba toast  ( I was not really hungry so I had a weird meal)

Day 15 I was not that hungry. My lunch filled me up all the way to dinner when I was not even hungry that much.

Okay so I have set a personal goal for myself that I want to try hard to achieve. I want to  lose 20lbs by the time I see Khizer. This means I have a week to lose 6.2 lbs even with having my period. I am currently at a total loss of 13.8lbs so I will strive to get to 20lbs in a week. Based on the rate I have been losing it seems possible, thats less just less than a pound a day. Wish me luck! I will keep you posted!


A demain!
xo
D


Monday 9 July 2012

DAY 11, 12, 13 14- Dahlia

Day 11,12,13,14- Dahlia

So clearly I did some major blog slacking as I missed many days.

Day 11-
poached egg on crispbread
crystal light to drink

2 slice bread with cream cheese

2 oz asparagus
2oz zucchinni
74 g chicken sliced mixed in Patak's tandoori paste
caffeine free diet coke

1 chicken breast
salad

Day 12-
2 slice bread, sugar free jam
Dr B protein bar

diet a&w rootbeer
75g sliced chicken
salad

1/4 cantoloupe
Dr B protein bar
1 apple

Day 13-
Dr B protein bar
tea

75 g chicken, salad

1 chicken breast
mushrooms, broccoli, green peppers

cantoloupe

Day 14-

1 piece matzah melted 1 slice cheese

Dr. B protein bar
cantaloupe
strawberries

1/2 pepper
1/2 zucchinni
3.5 oz salmon


As you can see these days were busy for me as there was alot of protein bars instead of full meals.



As for weight loss, Friday when I went in I did end up losing, which was a great relief for me. I lost 2.4 lbs.
Today Monday, when I weighed in I lost another 2 lbs.

Thus since the day I started which was roughly two weeks ago, I lost 13.8lbs!!!!!
:)

This week is menstruation for me so I am not sure if my bloating etc will affect my water retention and thus my weight. I will hope not but if so it should drop off once I am finished. So we will keep this in mind when looking at my numbers this week.

As for how im feeling. I feel like i look the exact same. I am taking nude pics weekly starting last week, in order to chart my progress. Today I am wearing pants that I bought for losing 7 lbs and they are  lose today but i feel like my jeans still fit the same so I am not sure if i really notice a difference but i am sure over time i will.  

talk soon
xo D

Saturday 7 July 2012

Days 11, 12, 13 - Khizer

Alright, another few days of not posting, so I'll do a quick summary of the last few days!

DAY 11

Okay so Thursday morning I made myself an "egg in a basket". Basically cut a whole through a toast, cracked an egg open and cooked it in the middle of the toast. Seasoned it with salt, pepper, and cayenne. I spread some fat free cream cheese on the toast, and on the cut out, I put some sugar free strawberry jam and cream cheese. Quite delicious.


I didn't have enough time for lunch, so I bought a protein bar. Not to be confused with a granola bar, so it was a sort of meal replacement. I had this with a bottle of Vitamin water zero that was fuelled with b5, b6, and b12 vitamins.

I took a trip to the gym and had a consultation with a trainer. We did a nice workout including push ups, squats, ropes, among other basic core workouts. I'm still trying to decide whether or not to purchase a package with them, but I'll discuss that later. 

I ended up walking home and because I lost sense of direction, it took about over an hour of walking to get home when it should've just been 20 minutes. 

I came home and made dinner. Originally intending to make a spinach dish, I ended up making a butter chicken type dish. Basically chopped and sauteed onions, mixed in with tomatoes and chicken, salt, pepper, and cayenne seasoning drizzled over top as well as a cube of cilantro and some lemon. This is when it smelt so much like butter chicken, I decided to continue on with that. I added a few spoons of fat free Greek yogurt to it as well as some miracle rice boiled in chicken broth and it was delicious!! I had this with some green tea. 



I didn't set out for a jog, because, well I had walked so much that day. I did however feel full after my meal, so I walked to Starbucks and got a Venti black coffee to end my night. I think I may have had a granola bar? I don't remember. 

DAY 12


Another day filled with walking. I woke up and had a light breakfast...aka two granola bars. I really need to switch these up with protein bars so as to be more nutritious if I'm going to have meal replacements.

Similarly, for lunch, I also just had a bar, but this was a proper protein bar as a meal replacement. Like yesterday, I had it with vitamin water.

After that, I went downtown Boston and explored and this consisted of lots of walking. When it finally came time to dinner, I was with a friend and we decided to go to a Korean restaurant. With so many tempting choices, I had to try and resist and practice self control. I met halfway and decided to get a large bowl of soup that included egg, and shredded beef. It also did include some rice cake,  vermicelli noodles, and beef boiled dumplings. Although these are more on the carb side, I stuck to eating mostly the broth and the beef. The vermicelli noodles are healthier than regular noodles, and although not the perfect meal I could have, considering everything, it wasn't horrible, especially given the choices I had. I'm neither proud, nor too disappointed. The appetizers were spicy cabbage, bean sprouts, and some exotic vegetable. Not avocado, but I think cucumber? It was more on the healthy side.

I came home and was still hungry later on, so I had some green tea and a granola bar.


No jog today because I was so pooped when I got home after all that walking during the day. I'm not going off the jogging track, I swear.

DAY 13

Okay, today I woke up and started with a protein bar for breakfast, but it was too disgusting and I decided to make a proper breakfast. This was an omelette with tomatoes, spinach, garlic, cilantro, salt, pepper, hot sauce, cayenne pepper, and two eggs with a slice of toast and a glass of green tea



The rest of the day I had no more food, until dinner time which consisted of a reheat of the butter chicken I made on Thursday. I had this with some grapes and cream cheese. I know the Bernstein diet doesn't allow grapes, but I'm trying to rid them out of my fridge without having to throw them away.

Because I didn't have a lunch, I did have a granola bar later on as well with some more green tea.

Today, out of laziness, I didn't go jogging, but the last few days have been a bit long and tiring so tomorrow I'll go back to jogging, I swear.

OVERALL


With the week almost over, I can see my strengths and weaknesses. I think my biggest weakness is the granola bars, even though they are just 90 calories. I think I'm having them though to block cravings of anything else. But, I will try and get some meal replacement bars so to have those if I am craving a granola bar. That way at least its healthier.

Although I didn't go jogging over the last 3 days, 2 of the 3 days had physical activity and/or lots of walking and thus, I still got in some exercise.

I'm at a point though where I feel like breaking. Its ironic its coming at 2 weeks. When I mean breaking, I don't mean to say I want to just go back to my old eating habits, because I'm actually proud of my new diet. Yeah its not perfect to a Bernstein standard, but to a more healthy style, its a lot better than I've ever eaten in almost a year. So yes, I may have a granola bar, but in comparison to before, its much better. On this note, I do give HUGE props to Dahlia who's been doing Bernstein to a tee (unless she's not telling me something haha) and I do think she's doing a great job with that. Anyways, my breaking point is more so my body. I just feel like I'm stuck this way and sometimes it seems like I'm actually getting heavier. Sigh. It sucks.

Anyways, I'm going to continue my healthy eating, and I will get back to jogging tomorrow. I'm not sure if I will buy the sessions at the gym; its just hard to be trusting of people. I spend over 5 months at Goodlife with a personal trainer, and despite getting some results, in those 5 months I didn't get anywhere close to where I should be in 5 months. How do I know that in a month, this gym isn't just trying to scam me for money? I mean, even the trainer at Goodlife seemed good at the beginning. Mind you, one good thing was this trainer did take me through a sample exercise that seemed a bit more promising. Let's see.


Thursday 5 July 2012

Day 10- Dahlia

Day 10- Dahlia

Alright so right off the bat I am going to describe my meals.

Breakfast- Dr B protein shake, 1/2 apple
Lunch- Miracle noodles, chicken breast slices, with hot sauce
Snacks- cantaloupe, apple sauce, 2 pieces of toast with cream cheese
Dinner- Blue Water haddock, asparagus, zucchini cooked with garlic

Today is Thursday, so weight wise/ Bernstein wise I have no reports. Tomorrow is a little different, as usual  I head to Bernstein in the morning but this time they want me to bring an evening urine sample. They want me to do this so that they can check to see if I am burning at night, every morning sample I brought was burning very good, at night however they said most do not burn. I guess we will find out tomorrow if I am or not. Also they received my blood work results back and when it was done it was random and therefore I did not fast. Everything came out as normal minus uric acid and cholesterol. The nurse thinks that this may be because I ate eggs that morning so tomorrow I am going to be getting blood work done again but this time I have to fast before. So hopefully it comes out normal which I think it would as in the past I have never had it high or anything. I am not looking forward to this though because my veins hide and last time it was so painful because they had to use a deep vein! :( *dragon pout*


Other than that I am hoping that tomorrow weigh in will show a loss. It definitely should as I have been sticking to the eating and taking all the vitamins.


On va voir!

xo
D

Day 8, 9, & 10 - Khizer (yes I've slacked)

Alright, yes, I've slacked in posting, and I can't say I was super "busy" because I wasn't, but I guess I was preoccupied with other things that I didn't really get a chance to post. Well, here's a quick summary of the last three days:

DAY 8

So this was the Monday after the first week aka beginning of the second week! Perhaps it wasn't the best start? I tried the Strawberries and Rhubarb mix I got, but it was nasty. I prefer fresh Strawberries thank you very much. I guess this is good for smoothies, but yeah. So I didn't get through that as my breakfast and instead had two Special K 90 calorie granola bars for breakfast. Wasn't the best breakfast I could have, but yeah.

For lunch, I did much better. I had a spinach and tuna salad with a tablespoon of rice vinegar. I had a iced venti 2 splenda green tea with this from Starbucks!

Dinner, I had the remaining chicken and miracle noodle I made the night before. Also, I had some beef jerky as a snack when I got home with that.

Because it was a long day of classes, I didn't go for a jog, but I did do quite a bit of walking to and from school etc. so it wasn't totally bad.

Overall, I don't think I started the week off with a bang, and there's deff room for improvement but in general, it was still wasn't horrible.

DAY 9


I feel like yesterday was a tad better!

I had a hearty breakfast; I made two eggs seasoned with some salt, pepper, and cayenne pepper and hot sauce! With it I had a piece of whole grain toast with a spoon of sugar-free strawberry jam. Yum. I think I made tea with this breakfast too! I can't fully remember though ha. I know I had a cup of tea at some point yesterday!

Because I had such a hearty breakfast, I don't recall actually having a lunch. I went to school though and I bought some more granola bars. Not the same Special K ones, but a similar 90 calorie, extra fibre bar to have for snack. Because I didn't have lunch, I had one of those on my walk home!

I made a fresh dinner yesterday. It was my attempt at a chicken parmesan type meal. I got a chicken breast and cut it in 3 pieces. I dipped it in egg and lemon, and then dipped it in a Matzo Meal breading (Bernstein approved!) and cooked it on the frying pan. I melted some swiss cheese on top of it.

On the side, I made another batch of miracle noodles. I fried onion, garlic, cilantro, tomatoes, and spinach in  pan to which I added the noodles that were boiled in chicken broth. The sauce wasn't as thick as pasta sauce would be, but was still a nice flavour! I added some hot sauce to it. This was my dinner with some green tea!

Breaded chicken!

Added the cheese!

Miracle noodle pasta mix thingy. Whatever you want to call it. 

My dinner!

After my meal, I had to go out for a jog as I was not only energized, but needed to make up for two days. WELLL, not going in two days made a GOOD difference in my performance. I did a 6 minute interval which was AMAZING; I was so proud of myself. I beat my time by a lot, and this motivated me to do my route twice to make up for Monday. Thus, I did a total cardio of 35 minutes; half of it was full on jogging. #proud

I'm not sure if I came home and had a granola bar or not; I don't think so but I might have. #unsure.

Regardless, definitely a MUCH better day.

DAY 10

Ok, we are finally at par! 

Today, I had a more simple breakfast, though not fully to Bernstein standards. I had a whole wheat toast, spread with half jam, and half non-fat cream cheese. I had some grapes left over, and I didn't want to throw them away, so I ate it with that. I know grapes aren't allowed, but I felt bad throwing them away! :(

Lunch, was better. I made myself a tuna salad which consisted of chopped celery and chopped red lettuce, as well as some hot sauce, lemon juice, salt, pepper, and cayenne pepper to taste. Although not a fan of Matzoh, I had it with half a piece of Matzoh so I had a bit of a crunch. I had this with the green tea as well as a granola bar. 

Tuna salad, matzoh, and green tea. 
Before dinner, I ate another quick granola bar, and went for a jog. Today, I tried a different interval technique. I did a two minute jog, one minute walk interval and tried to speed up jogging when I could. For some reason, by the end of this I was exhausted. The workout, in total lasted 20 minutes, but I don't know why, despite being yet more effective intervals, I was pooped. Perhaps its because I didn't have a whole lot of food before; my lunch was digested already and the granola bar could only do so much ha. Regardless, I was happy I went for a jog.

Dinner was basically a replica of last nights dinner which was a left over piece of chicken with the miracle noodle pasta I made. I ran out of green tea, and so I made my own iced green tea with the hot tea I had. It was actually very good!

Now, I'm still a bit hungry and as I watch TV, I may snack on beef jerky though I shouldn't. Will update that tomorrow.

I think my worst habit is probably the granola bars, but I feel like they are partially what are helping me stay sane right now in the sense of the diet. They aren't horrible for me, and as a little snack, I do believe its better than just crashing and eating chips or a full on chocolate bar. I'm happy with my jogs, but I still feel like I'm not losing much weight. I'm going to see a personal trainer tomorrow and get an assessment and see where it might go.

Anyways, its 3:00 am! Quite late. Will update tomorrow (well technically later today). 

Wednesday 4 July 2012

Day 9-Dahlia

Day 9- Dahlia

Breakfast-Dr B protein shake
Lunch-3.5 oz chicken, 4 oz salad
Snacks- Goji Pop tea (David's tea), unsweetened apple sauce, 1tbsp cream cheese and 3 pieces crispbread
Dinner- 75 g sliced, precooked chicken, 8oz miracle noodles, onion, hot sauce, garlic

So this morning I went to Bernstein again in the morning since Monday was a holiday this week I go tues wed fri. Today however was the first time I saw a fluctuation. Today my weight increased by 0.8lb. I instantly felt sad when I saw that not only did I not lose I gained. I tried to reassure myself that I was just weighed yesterday and that this was bound to happen sometimes and that Friday I will see a loss. However, it was not working. In the room the nurse checks my urine sample and tells me that I am still burning really good and that the burning is a better indicator then weight on the scale. She said if I am burning it means I am eating right and that I am losing. She said the .8 could be water retention etc and not to worry about it. I felt a little better about the burning but still left with a feeling I never had when leaving there before. Normally I leave, send out texts etc. all proud of my accomplishment. Today however I took the walk of shame in silence to the subway, past the cinnabon, and up into my office.

One positive is that it will make me very strict for the next two days as I want to see a difference Friday.

Also at the appointment the results came back for my blood work, my sugar levels were normal which I was happy about because everyone is always like you could be borderline/diabetic etc. However it did show high level of uric acid and cholesterol levels. The nurse thinks that the cholesterol is because I ate eggs that morning when the blood work was done so Friday I am going in fasting and getting blood work re-done in order to confirm the results. Also Friday I will be taking in my first evening urine sample as they said I am burning good in the morning, now they want to see if I am still burning at night. They said most people are negative at night, but they want to check.

In addition, today had another FIRST. I was able to get my first shot in the stomach instead of the butt. I found the pain was the same, maybe a bit less. The only think is it is softer tissue so definitely gets a bruise. So I will keep trying it out and see how it goes etc.

Alright so for the first time I will ATTEMPT photos:


Yay! It arrived!

Low Carb Grocery

Groceries

Miracle Noodles

Miracle Noodles with chicken, onion, hot sauce and 2 piece crispbread



Tuesday 3 July 2012

Day 5, 6, 7, 8 - Dahlia

Days 5 to 8 - Dahlia

 This weekend for us Canadians was the Canada day long weekend and therefore I was not able to fully keep up with my blogging needs. I am thus posting a blog for days 5-8.


Day 5
Breakfast- 1/2 portion of eggs with mushrooms and onion and hot sauce, and 1/2 Dr Bernstein protein shake
Lunch-Chicken salad
Snacks-3 slice cheese on 3 pieces of crispbread
Dinner-  salmon salad


Day 6
Breakfast- 2 pieces body wise bread with 1 slice cheese
Lunch-Dr Bernstein protein shake, salad
Snacks-Apple x2 one cut with cinnamon, strawberries//blueberries,
Dinner-Steak and salad

Day 7
Breakfast-eggs on 1 slice bread
Lunch-chicken, salad
Snacks-cantalope, blueberries, apple
Dinner-chicken, grilled zuchinni

Day 8
Breakfast- omelette with mushrooms, onion and hot sauce
Lunch- Chicken, Salad
Snacks-blueberries, apple x2
Dinner-Dr. Bernstein protein shake, 3 slice crispbread with cream cheese


Now for the results, this morning I weighed in and I lost 3.2 lbs. I have thus lost 10.2lbs in the first week. I have therefore beat my 2 week goal of 7-10 lbs. I am therefore setting a new personal goal for my 2 weeks. I was supposed to achieve my first mini goal by July 11,2012. Today is the 3rd and I want to try to lose a total of  15-18  lbs by July 11,2012, as my NEW two week goal. This would be an amazing goal to achieve as the first few weeks you lose very fast but then it slows down, so if i can maximize my weight loss during this time it will make up for the lag in the future.

I also wanted to share some news which is that I was told I can reach my goal weight by the new year of 2013. This is AMAZING for me to hear for a few reasons. One obviously being that this is really exciting and is only 6 or so months away so that is not that long considering how much I need to lose. Second that means I get to start a new me at the start of a new year, fits so perfectly with new years resolutions etc. Thirdly I will be how I want to be just in time for my 2 year anniversary! :) I am so happy!:)
When I achieve this goal I will definitely be booking a February reading week vacation!!!!!


xo
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Sunday 1 July 2012

Day 7 - Khizer

One week on this diet, and still here!!

Normally it takes a week or two before something gets into a habit, so the fact that I got through a week means I'm probably closer to shifting this from a diet to a lifestyle change.  Hopefully!!

Anyways, today I decided I would start today/ the second week closer to Bernstein so that I can try and get to my goal faster and quicker.

I went for some groceries and bought the following items:

Miracle Noodle - A zero everything rice/pasta alternative approved by many sites, as well as Bernstein. Made of Shitaraki? Not sure if I spelt that right but it is Google-able if more info is needed.

Matzah - A bread alternative.

Matzah meal - A breading for chicken etc I can use according to Bernstein 

Low-Sodium/Fat Chicken Broth

Sugar/Fat free Strawberry Jam 

Two Cans of Light Tuna in Water

A bag of skinless/boneless Chicken Breast

Frozen Chopped Spinach

Frozen Chopped Brocoli 

Frozen Chopped Cauliflower

Frozen Chopped Strawberries and Rhubarb

Frozen cilantro cubes

Garlic Butter Cooking Spray

Eggs - bought yesterday but included in this list

Low Sodium Soy Sauce

Diced tomatoes --> No sodium, or anything added

Special K 90 calorie bars --> bought these yesterday as a random snack

I may have missed something but that's the general idea. Let's start week two!

MEALS

Morning --> I had a glass of water, as well as some green/black tea with strawberries/blueberries mixed with some fat free cream cheese.

Lunch --> I made myself a spinach and red lettuce salad with half a slice of matzoh and a tablespoon of rice vinegar as well as a special k bar and a glass of water.

Snack --> Between lunch and dinner before my jog, I had another special K bar to give me some energy for the jog. 

Dinner -->  This is the part I'm most excited about! I tried out those Miracle Noodles for dinner today and let me just put it this way, THEY ARE AMAZING!!! Especially knowing they have no carbs or calories, is even better! Basically, here's my recipe because I know I'm going to want to make this again. I started by using Garlic Butter spray for cooking (instead of Olive Oil, approved on Bernstein list), and I grilled a full chicken breast until lightly cooked. I sprinkled both sides with salt, pepper, and cayenne pepper. Once no long pink on the outside, I chopped it up and sprayed it with some more of the garlic butter because the pan was getting dry. I added a chopped onion, mushrooms, a squirt of lemon, a little bit of garlic, a cube of cilantro, and a table spoon of low sodium soy sauce to the skillet. I let this cook a little and added the Miracle Noodles to them and let it simmer for a few minutes. Finito! Sooooo delicious. If I wasn't portion controlling, I'd definitely eat the full skillet, but I half is saved for my dinner tomorrow, which I can't wait for now!!

I had this meal with a glass of diet green tea. 




EXERCISE 

Today between lunch and dinner I went for a jog and the results were incredible. First off, I completed my full jogging route in 17 minutes and 45 seconds (normally it takes between 20 and 25 minutes) and second of all, (obviously) most of it was done in larger jogging intervals and less walking intervals. I feel like I did amazing today. I'm going to try and keep this up as I was really happy with my results today and I think my goal by the end of it is to do most of my route as jogging with no walking. However, I'm not sure how beneficial that is, as I've heard that its best to do intervals so that your heart rate is brought up and down and that way you don't reach a plateau where you can't lose anymore and your body is used to it. So perhaps my goal is just to be able to do more and more cardio and keep this up.

I want jogging to become part of my lifestyle where even after these 4 weeks, if I don't go, i feel like I'm missing something. Therefore, I hope to just consistently keep this up!

Day 6 - Khizer (crash)

Yesterday I had a horrible day. As mentioned on the Day 5 post, after a week of good eating and exercising, seeing minimal results made me a bit disappointed. Disappointed to the extent that I wanted to try a similar diet approach to that of Dahlia's. So as mentioned before, I found a clinic in Watertown which was about an hour and fifteen minutes away by walk from my apartment and I decided I would try that as my last option.

So, I went to the clinic and they told me I wasn't qualified because my weight was fine and my bMI was fine as well. A fat content is normally between 8-20 and I was at 20 but that was fine. I was so disappointed. I know the rest of my body is healthy and fine, but having a little belly is horrible for me. A belly doesn't mean "fine", it means there's obviously some fat there. Perhaps there's more fat there and less in other areas and so it evens up my index, but to me what matters most is my belly and that's what I want to rid of by August 1st.

Being denied the clinic, especially after walking for over an hour so excited, was just such a downer that I was angry. I felt like there was no more hope left and that I tried everything. It took me a while to cool down, actually, after getting home and making a quick omelette, I went to bed and didn't wake up till this morning.

Anyways, I'm going to try and see if there's any trainers who can work specifically on my stomach with me and guarantee some results. In the meantime, I've decided to go a bit stricter on my diet and follow the Bernstein a little more by cutting out additional foods and monitoring portions even more. I also got a weight loss supplement that consists of a bunch of vitamins like B6, B12, similar to the injections that Dahlia gets, but lower in dosage to try and help boost the weight loss. Let's see what happens.

Anyways here's what I ate yesterday:


Morning --> I had just one Banana

Lunch / Snack --> I bought a 90-calorie, health-wise Special K bar

Dinner ---> I had another one of those bars, plus I made an omelette with 3 eggs, some spinach, two slices of swiss cheese, onions, tomatoes, and mushrooms, with a slice of the whole grain bread. Was delicious!! I had this with a glass of diet iced green tea.



Yesterday was the first day I didn't go for a jog, HOWEVER, I also walked for over 3.5 hours yesterday. I left the home around 10:45 am to get to the clinic by about 12. After that, I walked from the clinic over to a grocery shop that was about 40 minutes, and then another 45-60 minutes to another grocery shop, and then from there home which was about 40 minutes. So by the time I was home and ate, I was pooped and I don't think my legs could handle it.

I do think however, that I did the same amount of cardio as I would have done with jogging regardless!

Anyways, I'll post later today some new groceries I got as well as my meals for today.